Where do I begin? :( Honestly, all I know is that I was really disappointed with myself yesterday. *sobs* I started my day being late in the class. A bad start, wasn’t it? I wasn’t like this before. In addition, while I was on my way, I realized that I forgot my assignments in FL. Damn! Dun pa lang, sirang sira na araw ko! When I came to school, everybody was busy already. Then me, nagmadali sa paggawa ng homework na naiwan ko. Nangopya, which I don’t usually do pero walang choice. Oh God, sorry :| Di rin pala ako masyadong nakapagreview sa exam. Again, I wasn’t like this before. During the exam, due to lack of review, nakipagtulungan sa classmate to answer the exam. Napunta sken yung Set A, sabi madali raw. What the hell! Ni isang sagot ko dun, di ko siguradong tama ako. :( I wasn’t able to answer most of the exam. T.T Pinaalala pa sken ng prof ko na scholar ako. I became more disappointed with myself. :(( Pero Papa God, sana naman po tulungan Nyo po akong makapasa. Lulubusin ko na po, sana po not lower than 2. :| Please Papa God. *sobs*
Next, sa Lit 2 naman. :| First, sa props. Ang epic fail sobra! Second, sa sound effects namen. I don’t know kung anong meron sa araw na yon! sunod-sunod yung bad things na nangyayari. Third, sobrang inis sa isang kagrupo ko. KAINIS! Yung feeling na nag-effort kame ng bongga tas ganun lang ginagawa samen. What the hell?! Sana naman po sinusuklian nyo yung efforts namen. E kung ayaw nyong magtino eh dapat sinabi nyo na nung una pa lang! T.T We put so much trust to you guys, sana suklian nyo yun. Prove that you deserve it! I was about to cry kaso wala namang malulutas yung pag-iyak ko. :( Fifth, the whole performance was EPIC! I didn’t expect that it would turn to a comedy show or whatever. Cask of Amontillado has a very dark theme. Dba? :(( Tinuruan ko naman sila ng maayos. Di naman siguro ako nagkulang. Ano pa bang kulang? T.T
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I was really disappointed with my self. T.T Thank you Ralp for always cheering me up. I don’t know what would happen to me if you’re not there. :| Sorry if I kept on saying na baka matanggal na ako sa pagiging President’s list. *sobs* THAT TITLE REALLY MATTERS TO ME! Lahat ng efforts ko sa studies ko and everything, lahat yon para dyan! So that my parents will be proud of me and as a return sa lahat ng paghihirap nila para mapag-aral kame. T.T (Tears keep on falling) Papa God, I know sometimes marami akong pagkukulang at pagkakasala, pero sana po pagbigyan nyo po yung wish ko na mamaintain ko yung pgging President’s list ko. Nagpapakabait po ako. At magpapakabait pa po ako! Before I end this, I promise to myself na pagbubutihan ko pa lalo na’t finals na next week. Please guide me God. :( Thank You for always being there for me. Sorry too for all the sins I’ve committed. I love you Papa God!